living in a shadow
darkness is my vail
hidden like a ninja
my soul leaves no trail
no one tries to find me
Im alone and scared
as I begin crying
no one ever cares
I am ignored
my feelings dont matter
I eat to fill my depression
thats why I keep getting fatter
Im thought of as uncool
and being annoying
people are so cruel
my sadness they are enjoying
I try and hide my tears
with joy and stupidity
I never reveal my fears
I dont want to lose my optimistic credibility
Im trying to conceal my emmotions
as best as I can
my heart ceases motion
denial from my clan
some of my friends mock me
and say that they are the best
they make me feel so lonely
they see me as a pest
when truly I am silent
insulted for my talents
this is why I act so violent
my hatred is relentless
when I close my eyes
my spirit slowly dies
as my tears that I cry
turn to blood
then I finally die | 
